September 5, 2008
Clay Pot
Flower, your light shines so brightly from within!
[+] Sinner transgressed at 9:24 AM by . :: Submit. [+]
August 14, 2008
This Just In:
I'm all a-twitter.
[+] Sinner transgressed at 6:53 PM by linking evil. :: 3 Submissives [+]
August 7, 2008
Wow, Man
Watching VH1 tonight. They are showing a documentary series about Sex. Well, It's called "Sex: The Revolution."
Anyway, it's making me realize how fortunate I am to live in a time where I can write about sexuality and BDSM without fear of police action or obscenity charges. It really hasn't been that long since the idealists made it "OK."
So I'm thinking that I'm lucky to live in a time where society has been cracked open at least this much. And I'm thinking that it's really important to me that these rights are cherished and defended.
[+] Sinner transgressed at 12:18 AM by seeing evil. :: 3 Submissives [+]
July 3, 2008
You Know You're Into Kink When...
There's a new sort of reality series called "Surviving History." It's a cross between, say, Mythbusters and an educational documentary. Basically there's a room full of guys from a special effects shop who, based on historical accounts, plan and build various devices from the past.
The episode I watched most recently included a sort of helmet that was designed to impede (but not prevent) vision, hearing, speech—and to induce shame in the wearer.
On some levels, that's really hot.
Allegedly, this was designed to silence a nag and to be worn in public. Also? It was a tool (the least horrific on the show dating from the same era in British history) to enforce Christian morality.
Right.
You couldn't make something more to-order for a sadist or a masochist if you tried.
[+] Sinner transgressed at 4:35 PM by seeing evil. :: 4 Submissives [+]
June 28, 2008
I Like to Watch Your Expression
As I enter you.
[+] Sinner transgressed at 6:14 PM by speaking evil. :: 5 Submissives [+]
June 23, 2008
We Lost a Good One
Shit
Piss
Cunt
Fuck
Cocksucker
Motherfucker
Tits
We need to keep paying attention and asking questions.
Thank you for all of the laughs, George.
Rest in peace.
[+] Sinner transgressed at 12:49 AM by speaking evil. :: 6 Submissives [+]
June 22, 2008
Pigtails and Ponytails Are Under-Rated
I really do love my Flower.
She put her hair in 'tails just for me.
[+] Sinner transgressed at 10:14 PM by revealing evil. :: 3 Submissives [+]
June 9, 2008
Aw, C'mon!
OK, so today Miss Angel Wings has braided her hair.
Two braids. In front of her shoulders.
Guess where the braids end.
[+] Sinner transgressed at 7:30 PM by thinking evil. :: 5 Submissives [+]
June 2, 2008
Almost There, But Not Quite
I find myself wishing that Twitter had gone live about 5 years ago. Based on the simple browsers available on phones today, it is the perfect mobile format. What's more, you can have Tweets from folks you follow sent via SMS to your mobile. It is a perfect way to be public yet private and intimate simultaneously.
If I could have done then what I can do now, BAMS would likely have never been a blog. A majority of my early Blogger posts would have worked really well in that format, as would some of my serial short story experiments.
The Twitter paradigm (or something like it) really needs to be exploited for erotic ends, though I would suggest that while nothing in the Twitter Terms of Service says that you can't do it, there is nothing that says they won't delete accounts or content at will, either.
At any rate, while I have thought often about Tweeting as Sinner, it's premature. I would like guarantees that I just don't see.
Can you hear me knocking?
[+] Sinner transgressed at 8:48 PM by thinking evil. :: 6 Submissives [+]
May 30, 2008
What I Should Have Said
A young woman at work was walking around with a jewelry ad torn from a magazine. Specifically, it was a large picture of a very specific ring design. I don't remember the make and I thought it looked hideous so I've been trying to block it out.
But she was asking people, "If I put this on my boyfriend's car seat, do you think he will know what it means?"
Internally I shuddered. But I kept my poker face. I simply nodded "Yes."
I wish I would have said "It means you are a princess."
[+] Sinner transgressed at 9:51 PM by thinking evil. :: 11 Submissives [+]
Sparkly Angel Wings
When your t-shirt has a blingy angel-wing over each breast...
Well, I'm going to look.
I'm just saying.
[+] Sinner transgressed at 9:32 PM by revealing evil. :: 7 Submissives [+]
May 17, 2008
Being Quiet
I've been wrestling with dark moods again.
On Friday I started to consider therapy and medications again.
Briefly.
Then I remembered the pain and hassle of monthly or bi-weekly or weekly appointments. First, and regularly, with the psychiatrist for simple med checks, and then even more with the prescribed therapy. Trying to convince the therapist you are for real. Figuring out the therapist has no clue, either. The endless trips to the pharmacy. The insurance bureaucracy. The pill-minders. The relentless schedule. The loss of erections.
And that's a layer of crap I just don't want or need in my life right now.
I'll change a lot on my own to avoid all of that, thank you very much.
Sometimes the help you can get is not the kind of help you need.
Moving on.
[+] Sinner transgressed at 8:11 PM by thinking evil. :: 5 Submissives [+]
May 16, 2008
Do You Remember Audblog?
Devi's voice surprised me on the way to job two tonight.
I had downloaded several files of her singing acapella, years ago. I saved them in my iTunes library. Today one came up in random rotation.
Brought a big smile to my face.
[+] Sinner transgressed at 7:43 PM by hearing evil. :: 1 Submissive [+]
